Poetry by Javon St. John

Almost 31
By Javon St. John

Am I coming out to strong
Should we get some more info first
Did I say anything wrong
Maybe I should stop before I make it get worse

My words come out like vomit
Pouring out faster than the tropics
But I can say what I wanna
Because I’m old enough to

I’m almost 31
I’m free to do and say what I want
While the night is still young
Watch out for the night of your demise
I’m almost 31
I’m old enough to do anything
Watch out world ’cause here I come
As I turn 31

I like to take this time
To say what I feel
And I’ll like to speak my mind
Don’t hold it against me

Watch out for when my words come out like vomit
Pouring out faster like the tropics
I can’t stop it
Because I can now speak more freely

‘Cause I got the power
I have the control
Even when I’m 30
I still know
It ain’t my first rodeo
Been there done that
Don’t wannna go back

Trophy
By Javon St. John

People put me on the high
When they’re talking about me
Everytime I arrive
They see me as a human being
They notice I am innocent
And find me not guilty
I should start praying
So that it can keep happening

I’m on that good behavior
Maybe I believe in my Lord and Savior
My reputation’s clean
When people look at me differently

Now that I have found my glory
Brand new missions
Brand new stories
I made my victory
Now I am taking my trophy

Feel like a winner
Now that there airn’t no stoppin’
Gotts rinse my sinners
Just to act godly
Bring some peace in my life
By laughing and joking
That’s my positive treatment

I got the sunshine finally beaming on me
Everytime I wake up in the morning
I keep adding more to the story
All by myself nobody doing it for me

Brand new life
Brand new missions
So satisfied with the way I’m living
Now that I’m taking home my trophy

World Premiere
By Javon St. John

They take a mugshot
As my picture
If I wanna get in
I need to use it as my signature
On every single adventure

Just like they do
Up in prison
As if they’ve never came across another human
They have never faced another person
They have never faced
No, they have never faced

So, they tried to get rid of me
While I am still standing
And it wasn’t clear to me
Why they all dislike me

When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere
When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere

I get in for free
I’m the VIP
I’m the best in the B
Like you never did see
In the big community

You can tell I’m conceited
As if anyone believes it
That is why I fought for freedom
For a particular reason
Here we go
Here we go

So, they tried to get rid of me
While I am still standing
And it wasn’t clear to me
Why they all dislike me

When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere
When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere

Everyone stops as St. John walks in
Everyone cheers for their world premiere
Everyone claps for their musketeer
Not a puppeteer
Just a human being

When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere
When I should be
They’re new celebrity
And they’re world premiere

Monsters
By Javon St. John

This is the month I dislike
This is the month I hate
It puts me in a fright
When I see something scary

It always haunting me
It does makes me want to scream
Everytime it creeps in my dreams

Some dreams can turn into nightmares
Only on the month of Halloween
It’s either beware or be scared
These monsters will make you
Jump out of your skin and scream

Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh

This is the year that horrifies
Stuck on repeat, no it’ll never die
I get so damn freaked out
Everytime Halloween comes around, around

It always haunting me
It does makes me want to scream
Everytime it creeps in my dreams

Some dreams can turn into nightmares
Only on the month of Halloween
It’s either beware or be scared
These monsters will make you
Jump out of your skin and scream

Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh

It always haunting me
It does makes me want to scream
Everytime it creeps in my dreams

Some dreams can turn into nightmares
Only on the month of Halloween
It’s either beware or be scared
These monsters will make you
Jump out of your skin and scream

Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Scream
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh [x2]

Peace Of Mind
By Javon St. John

You can be my pain killer
I will see you when someone gets on my nerves
It’s not the type of shit I deserve
Although, I love the way you know my worth

Our relationship like his and hers
Going together like ketchup and mustard
When I go to you, you give the works
No matter how bad it hurts

O I know how to compromise
Before I lose my mind
It’s gonna get better
Me and you can make it through whatever
I have a peace of mind

You can be my remedy
You’re always there whenever in need
Your help is always guaranteed
You even let me grieve

Our relationship like his and hers
Going together like ketchup and mustard
When I go to you, you give the works
No matter how bad it hurts

O I know how to compromise
Before I lose my mind
It’s gonna get better
Me and you can make it through whatever
I have a peace of mind

Never Going Down
Javon St. John

My mental issues have consequences
Everything I eat the fruit
I jump into conclusions
Going round bends, like a chain reaction
Somehow I survive with no satisfaction

I live life to the fullest
All the way to the full extent
No matter what I’m doing me
Without caring what everybody thinks

Ima keep taking pills
No matter of the outcome
Even if I go downhill
I will always get back up
Never going down
No, I’m never going down
Never going down
No, I’m Never going down

Got that aftertaste
Taste so nasty I just wanna freak
So what if people judge, I don’t care
This will always be apart of me

I live life to the fullest
All the way to the full extent
No matter what I’m doing me
Without caring what everybody thinks

Ima keep taking pills
No matter of the outcome
Even if I go downhill
I will always get back up
Never going down
No, I’m never going down
Never going down
No, I’m Never going down

I’m bulletproof
With nothing to lose, whoa
I’m bulletproof
With nothing to lose, yeah
My guards up
Can’t knock it down, no
What’s up will Never go down

Ima keep taking pills
No matter of the outcome
Even if I go downhill
I will always get back up
Never going down
No, I’m never going down
Never going down
No, I’m Never going down
Never going down
No, I’m Never going down
Never going down
No, I’m never going down

Razor Blade
By Javon St. John

You cut me up like a razor blade
It really hurts just like a razor blade
The pain stings like a razor blade
Makes a mark just like a razor blade
Makes me wanna scream for mercy
Begging, begging please don’t hurt me
Just like a razor blade
Words can hurt just like a razor blade

Feel Alive
By Javon St. John

First tell me are you ready
Before I cut it up like a machete
Before I come down like confetti
Before I start interruption
With no introduction

Rising up from your feet
Did I made it easier to breathe
As you go
Before I take your breath away

‘Cause all you need is oxygen and a good feeling
And all you need is a perfect day to
Feel Alive

Second let me show you what it feels like to have fun
While the night is still young
Too late, can’t stay in
When the party’s just begun
So, get out make a great escape

We’re never gonna stop
We’ll rise up to the top of the world
And see the sun shine
Call this day “mine”
And feel

Our World (Without You)
By Javon St. John

Will I really see you again
‘Cause it ain’t over yet
This social anxiety
Is giving me stressed
I miss you so
Why did you have to go
Come back home
Little bro, yeah

It’s not a family without you
It’s not a hard not life without you
Cannot really live without you
We’ve been feeling lost without you
When will we see you again
Don’t let this be the end
It’s still our world
Oh, yes It’s still our world

Your mom, miss you more than me
I talk to her everyday of the week
So, she’ll feel free to speak freely
Even though she has daddy
And your other siblings too
And we will always love you
To the fullest
You are never forgotten
Rest in peace, cause

It’s not a family without you
It’s not a hard not life without you
Cannot really live without you
We’ve been feeling lost without you
When will we see you again
Don’t let this be the end
It’s still our world
Oh, yes It’s still our world
We’re inseparable
You’re irreplaceable
Our love is unstoppable
So rest in peace
It’s not a family without you
It’s not a hard not life without you
Cannot really live without you
We’ve been feeling lost without you
When will we see you again
Don’t let this be the end
It’s still our world
Oh, yes It’s still our world

Never Forgotten
By Javon St. John

You are a celebrity
Only in the family
How is to be notifed
You must be glorified

You will always be reminisced
Your inbox will be messaged
You will always be talked about
And can’t be without

You’ll always will be ‘membered
And never forgotten
Now and forever
Bro, rest in peace
You are still with us

Never forgotten
Right here and now
Bro, rest in peace, yeah
Don’t have to be anonymous
You are a memorial
You are always in our hearts
You’ll always will be ‘membered
And never forgotten
Now and forever
Bro, rest in peace
You are still with us

Never forgotten
Right here and now
Bro, rest in peace, yeah
You’re a human to remember
Bro, rest in peace
Hope you will watch over
While you rest in peace

You’ll always will be ‘membered
And never forgotten
Now and forever
Bro, rest in peace
You are still with us
Never forgotten
Right here and now
Bro, rest in peace, yeah

Little Brother
By Javon St. John

Little brother
Boy, how we miss you
Little brother
We still love you
We will heal in the nick of time
And we will try not to lose our minds’
Little brother
We really need you
We wish you were here
Little brother
You’ve created a new atmosphere

For the rest of our lives
Make us go back to the times
Where we had the time of our lives
Every day and night

At Death’s Door
By Javon St. John

It feels like the dark side of the moon
Ever since our family lost you
And one day we’ll catch up to you
Like a catch 22

Knock, knock, knocking at Death’s Door
Like a catch 22
Knock, knock. Knocking at Death’s Door
Like a catch 22
Knock, knock, knocking at Death’s Door
Like a catch 22
Knock, knock, knock, knocking. ..
Yeah

Oh, it feels like we’re at the end of our ropes
Without you
And oh, the Reapers standing at our door
Like it’s meant to

Knock, knock, knocking at Death’s Door

Two Worlds
By Javon St. John

Here we are actin’ Like we own the night
But we are just trying to make it shine
We own it, we run it, we got this
We can do it, like there’s nothing to it
Let’s go out with a bang
While we do our thing

Yeah, we run this show
No matter where we go
We’re two worlds miles apart
Being who we are
We may live separate lives
But between you and I
We are two worlds standing side by side

Here we are celebrating
Not doing it for intimidation
This is how we do, every day, yeah
We own it, we run it, we got this
We can do it, like there’s nothing to it
Let’s go out with a bang
While we do our thing

Yeah, we run this show
No matter where we go
We’re two worlds miles apart
Being who we are
We may live separate lives
But between you and I
We are two worlds standing side by side

Renegade
By Javon St. John

A holiday Summer
Feeling like Road Runner
Running for a marathon
That’s the way my heart feels
When life begin to feel so real
Right after you bang the gong
And I keep running, running, running

Like a desperado
Drifting away
Like a most wanted criminal
Running away
Running away
Just like a renegade

You can call me a reject
Like an outsider
Who is really shipwrecked
And I keep running, running, running

Like a free thinker
Like an outcast
A troublemaker
Who needs to be checked

Like a desperado
Drifting away
Like a most wanted criminal
Running away
Running away
Just like a renegade

I Value
By Javon St. John

I Value
I Value my family and friends
I Value paper and pen
I Value what’s important to me

I Value my health
I even Value my wealth
So what, if people are hating on me

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I am worth it, Oh yeah
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I deserve it, Oh yeah

Nobody’s greater than me
I’m proud to be a human being
And that is what I Value
I’ve learned from all my problems
I rose up from the bottom
And that is what I Value

I Value my brothers and sisters
Nephews and niece’s
Ants, uncles, and even cousins
Give it up for my mother and father
Who brought this family together

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I am worth it, Oh yeah
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I deserve it, Oh yeah
Nobody’s greater than me
I’m proud to be a human being
And that is what I Value
I’ve learned from all my problems
I rose up from the bottom
And that is what I Value

And let’s not forget about the doctors who fixed me
When I needed them, yeah
And let’s not forget about the teachers who guided me, yeah

Nobody’s greater than me
I’m proud to be a human being
And that is what I Value
I’ve learned from all my problems
I rose up from the bottom
And that is what I Value
Nobody’s greater than me
I’m proud to be a human being
And that is what I Value
I’ve learned from all my problems
I rose up from the bottom
And that is what I Value

Insomnia
By Javon St. John

I’m drinking coffee
And staying up all night
I’m losing my sleep
I am going to fight it
Deny it
Maybe start a riot
Because I am young and reckless

I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah

I’m burning the midnight oil
Making it hot on aluminum foil
Keeep doing until I get spoiled
Like a fucking rockstar

I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah

I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah

I want to party all night while the night still young
I wanna let my hair down and have some fun

I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah
I got that insomnia
Insomnia, yeah yeah

I’m going all the way

Caffeine
By Javon St. John

I be high off of caffeine
It’s my new addiction
I’m not crazy like Dory
But I just keep swimming
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming

I’m far up in the clouds
I be six feet off the ground

And I refused to come down
I refused to come down
I refused to come down

Caffeine is my new drug
I’m getting used to
It’s giving me a bug
Messing up my immune
But I keep swimming
Yes, I keep swimming
I keep swimming
I keep swimming
I keep swimming
I keep swimming, yeah

I’m far up in the clouds
I be six feet off the ground

And I refused to come down
I refused to come down

Midnight Madness
By Javon St. John

Why does everybody go stupid
Why is the world acting foolish
On Midnight Madness
Why are people be like
So out their fucking minds
Why does everybody go stupid, stupid, stupid

In Midnight Madness
World is just the baddest
On Midnight Madness
It’s going down and it’s Midnight Madness, Madness

Why do people act like
Everybody was born yesterday, yeah
Like they forgot where they was made
Why are people so
Cold – blooded with a cold heart
Does anybody care ‘cause I’m ready to depart

In Midnight Madness
World is just the baddest
On Midnight Madness
It’s going down and it’s Midnight Madness, Madness

In Midnight Madness
World is just the baddest
On Midnight Madness
It’s going down and it’s Midnight Madness, Madness
I refused to come

My Kind Of Party
By Javon St. John

Hot body
Right in front of my eyes
Private party
Is my fun tonight
Let turn you on
While I get you right, yeah
We can do this all night long
Until the sunrise, yeah

You could be my
My kind of party
With the right kind
The right kind of body
Got me going crazy
Let me turn you on
While I get you right, yeah
We can do this all night long
Until the sunrise, yeah

You could be my
My kind of party
With the right kind
The right kind of body
Got me going crazy
Like ooh ooh baby
Be my ooh la la
Stop that blah, blah, blah

Like ooh ooh baby
Be my ooh la la
Stop that blah, blah, blah

My specialty
I’m using tonight
Take advantage of me
Only you can tonight

Let turn you on
While I get you right, yeah
We can do this all night long
Until the sunrise, yeah

You could be my
My kind of party
With the right kind
The right kind of body
Got me going crazy
Like ooh ooh baby
Be my ooh la la
Stop that blah, blah, blah

Come over here and let me kiss you
While my hands are on your waste
Let me use every way to move you
Until you’re my kind of party

You could be my
My kind of party
With the right kind
The right kind of body
Got me going crazy
Like ooh ooh baby
Be my ooh la la
Stop that blah, blah, blah

Asking 4 Trouble
By Javon St. John

I’m have a Asking For Trouble
You asking for trouble, trouble
You asking for trouble, trouble

Keep asking to get slapped
When I ask you to get back
I try to talk to you
And you can’t handle that

You wanna know the haps
But you don’t really care
Think you’re holding me back
When you’re telling me to beware

You’re asking for trouble, trouble
You’re asking for trouble, trouble

Get back
Stand down
Put up your guard
And leave now
;Cause you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Out my face
Or I’ll spray you with mace
Don’t have me out of place
And be in your face
You’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble

Keep coming back for more
Holloring is what you’re yearning for
Entertainment is what you’re hungry for
And now you are waiting at your door

Be the one to really get punched
And the animal I hunt
‘Cause I’ll hunt you down
I’m not the one, and I don’t play around

You’re asking for trouble, trouble
You’re asking for trouble, trouble

Get back
Stand down
Put up your guard
And leave now
;Cause you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Out my face
Or I’ll spray you with mace
Don’t have me out of place
And be in your face
You’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble

You’re asking for trouble, trouble
You’re asking for trouble, trouble

Get back
Stand down
Put up your guard
And leave now
;Cause you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble
Out my face
Or I’ll spray you with mace
Don’t have me out of place
And be in your face
You’re asking for trouble, trouble
Yeah, you’re asking for trouble, trouble

FedEx
By Javon St. John

Y’all wanna act like FedEx
And I thought y’all was sent from heaven
You’re a piece of shit
Get it, got it, good

All that jealousy
Can go in the trash
‘Cause I can get crazy
So be careful for what you ask
‘Cause you’re no different
Get it, got it, good

You think you can use me
Just to make me crazy
Hell, no I’m not
Hell, no I’m not
I will never be…

FedEx
FedEx
FedEx
FedEx
FedEx, yeah
FedEx

I know exactly who you are
I’m not that dumb, I am very smart
And you’re just a piece of shit
Get it, got it, good

You think you can use me
Just to make me crazy
Hell, no I’m not
Hell, no I’m not
I will never be…

FedEx
FedEx
FedEx
FedEx
FedEx, yeah
FedEx

For The Record
By Javon St. John

Can you do the math
Remember what we had
‘Cause don’t really wanna lose you
Really gonna mess with her
As if that’s what I deserve
You must be that confused, yeah

Gotta keep you in check
Make sure you’re on deck
‘Cause if you ain’t got no respect
We’ll disconnect

‘Cause for the record
I said I was sorry
And for the record
I gave you money
And that’s how you gonna treat me
And for the record
You was my big bro
Had love for you
And now that’s all she wrote
And that’s how you gonna do me
For the record
I was faithful

You really hit me hard
Put down my fuckin’ guard
Be glad I didn’t yell or scream
Don’t think you know me
More than you know me
But too late I quit the team, yeah

Gotta keep you in check
Make sure you’re on deck
‘Cause if you ain’t got no respect
We’ll disconnect

‘Cause for the record
I said I was sorry
And for the record
I gave you money
And that’s how you gonna treat me
And for the record
You was my big bro
Had love for you
And now that’s all she wrote
And that’s how you gonna do me
For the record
I was faithful

Be be beware
Don’t make your worse nightmare

‘Cause for the record
I said I was sorry
And for the record
I gave you money
And that’s how you gonna treat me
And for the record
You was my big bro
Had love for you
And now that’s all she wrote
And that’s how you gonna do me
For the record
I was faithful

Like It, Or Leave It
I know I’m toxic
I can’t help it
I’m so lonely, and so selfish
Still a human, and still standing
Jealousy doesn’t phase me

But I never show
How I hate being alone
‘Cause when I’m on my own
I’m haunted by ghosts

I can do bad all by myself
With or without jealousy
Hate if you wanna
Play me if you wanna
But this is me
Like it or leave it

I may not need nobody
‘Cause I got me, myself, and I
That is all I need
To protect my innocents
Or I’m going to prison

But I never show
How I hate being alone
‘Cause when I’m on my own
I’m haunted by ghosts

I can do bad all by myself
With or without jealousy
Hate if you wanna
Play me if you wanna
But this is me
Like it or leave it

I don’t care
I don’t care what people say
I don’t care
I don’t care, because…

I can do bad all by myself
With or without jealousy
Hate if you wanna
Play me if you wanna
But this is me
Like it or leave it

Look At Me Now
By Javon St. John

Once upon a time
Back in 1992
I lived a life
Nobody never knew
Oh, but look at me now

Life used to make a lot more sense
When I was with my family
Oh, but look at me now

I’m independent, but never by myself
People act different, when they don’t speak for themselves
That’s why no one listens or even help
So, if that was then
Look at me now

I was hanging on by a thread
Tables turned around, and life got twisted
Back then there was no clowns
Oh, look at us now

Times changed, and I haven’t adapted to it
I’m still stranged, and I am proud of it
We can look go back in the day
But look at me now

I’m independent, but never by myself
People act different, when they don’t speak for themselves
That’s why no one listens or even help
So, if that was then
Look at me now

My whole life has changed
Since I walked away
Learned new many ways
Right or wrong
But people new my name
Look at me now

I’m independent, but never by myself
People act different, when they don’t speak for themselves
That’s why no one listens or even help
So, if that was then
Look at me now
I’m independent, but never by myself
People act different, when they don’t speak for themselves
That’s why no one listens or even help
So, if that was then
Look at me now

Two-Face
By Javon St. John

You’re so insincere
Maybe that’s why the conversation is never clear
Then you act shady
When the situation gets crazy
Think that would phase me
But it’s a little hazy, hazy, until….

I realized you’re a two-face
You think I was born yesterday
Try me if you can
If you wanna play the game
Play the game, yeah
I know you are a two-face

You’re always fronting
And always deceiving
Then you think I wouldn’t noticed
Know that you’re just bogus
Hanging beneath the surface
Surface, surface, until…

I realized you’re a two-face
You think I was born yesterday
Try me if you can
If you wanna play the game
Play the game, yeah
I know you are a two-face

Twisted
By Javon St. John

I’m more than you known
I’ll have yoour mind blown
I got parts of me that were never shown
Oh, do not get it twisted

I am not the one
So walk away you son of a gun
You were born to run
Don’t resist it

You think I’m a fool
When you’re a Gemini
Heartless, and cruel
I see right through your disguise

I’m not retarded
Don’t get it twisted
I’m light-hearted
Don’t get it twisted
You don’t know me
And you wouldn’t believe it
But I’m not what you say I am
Don’t get it twisted

I can make you believe
Every piece of me
The truth won’t have you deceived
Don’t get it twisted

You think I’m a fool
When you’re a Gemini
Heartless, and cruel
I see right through your disguise

I’m not retarded
Don’t get it twisted
I’m light-hearted
Don’t get it twisted
You don’t know me
And you wouldn’t believe it
But I’m not what you say I am
Don’t get it twisted

You Don’t Know Me
By Javon St. John

I’m a boy who likes to get it
Take my offer, don’t regret it
Watch how I can kill it
Look at me now
You Don’t Know Me
I’m a guy who know the deal
Didn’t know I can keep it real
If you ain’t at my appeal
Keep it movin’
Yeah, keep it movin’

You don’t know me, what
You don’t know me

You’re weaker
I am stronger
You’re a loser
I’m a winner
You’re a sinner
I’m a criminal
You don’t know me
You better watch out
I’m psychotic
And I’ll go chaotic
When my heart’s automatic
You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me

You want a piece of me
You ain’t getting’ any
Just let me be
If you don’t want my company
I don’t want the drama
Save it for your mama
And let me rest in peace
I just wanna do my thang
And who I am is not a game
So quit talkin’
Keep on walkin’
To the hall of fame

You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me

You’re weaker
I am stronger
You’re a loser
I’m a winner
You’re a sinner
I’m a criminal
You don’t know me
You better watch out
I’m psychotic
And I’ll go chaotic
When my heart’s automatic
You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me

What’s poppin’ now
How you like me now
Are you mad now
Is your guard down, ‘cause

You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me
You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me

You’re weaker
I am stronger
You’re a loser
I’m a winner
You’re a sinner
I’m a criminal
You don’t know me
You better watch out
I’m psychotic
And I’ll go chaotic
When my heart’s automatic
You don’t know me
No, you don’t know me

Snow Globe
By Javon St. John

Snowflake is fallin’ iin my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Watch me shake it
Because the snowflake is fallin’ iin my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Like the winter

It be cold outside
Feeling like winter wonderland
As the town stays inside
With a hot chocolate and marshmellows in their hands

Cold in the nightfall
Even at midnight
Praying to GGod
For no more cold-blooded nights

In my hand is a snow globe
I take it with me all around the world, and I know that…

There’s a snowflake is fallin’ iin my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Watch me shake it
Because the snowflake is fallin’ iin my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Snowflake is fallin’ in my snow globe, ay
Like it’s winter

Under a Spell
By Javon St. John

I’ve put a you under a spell
Under a spell
Watch me give you hell
Watch me give you hell
I’m a be so powerful
I can’t be stopped, ‘cause I’m unstoppable
So, I’m a put you under a spell
Under a spell

It’ll feel like magic
You would never know
‘Cause you will be in a coma
And it’ll feel like magic
You could never tell
Because you’
re under a spell

I’m a put a you under a spell
Under a spell
Watch me give you hell
Watch me give you hell
Just like a demon you’re tying to vanquish
I’m strong, you cannot stand it
‘Cause I’m a put you under a spell
Under a spell

You’ll figure out what I’m trying to do
Once you get the newss
After you get a clue
See my point of view
Yoo’ll know what to do

‘Cause I’ve put a you under a spell
Under a spell
Watch me give you hell
Watch me give you hell
I’m a be so powerful
I can’t be stopped, ‘cause I’m unstoppable
So, I’m a put you under a spell
Under a spell
I’m a put a you under a spell
Under a spell
Watch me give you hell
Watch me give you hell
Just like a demon you’re tying to vanquish
I’m strong, you cannot stand it
‘Cause I’m a put you under a spell
Under a spell

Inhale
By Javon St. John

Inhale, Exhale
I am alive and kicking
My heart is always beating
Still standing
Still demanding
And still breathing

Now I’m walking the Earth
Like I belong in this world
And I’ll continue to keep exsistting
While I keep it moving
While I keep on breathing

Now watch me inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Now watch me inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale
Inhale, exhale

I’m a human being
Life is what I make it
I will forever be real
And will not ever fake it

Now I’m walking the Earth
Like I belong in this world
And I’ll continue to keep exsistting
While I keep it moving
While I keep on breathing

‘cause that’s how I get by
Waking up, and feeling alive

Awesome
By Javon St. John

Awesome
I’ve been awesome every day
And the world cannot be awesome without me
No matter what people say
I am awesome
I’m so awesome

Bring mee down, and I’ll get right back up
Turn the tables around and you will meet karma
I am hot as fire, and I’m full of lava
I will have you so inspired, you’ll be playing with fire

Every day I wake up
To the morning sun
I lookin the mirror
View myself feeling awesome

Bring me down, but not to tears
Asmy future is coming clear
I can feel it coming near
I have no fear

Don’t Play Games
By Javon St. John

Don’t Play Games
Am I going to put my foot down
Yes, I will
Am I going to show y’all who’s talking now
Yes, I will

I won’t be used
I won’t be abused
Do not be confused
Because I’m nobody’s ‘musement

I’m nobody’s fool
I can play it cool
I’m not always cruel
I am a human being
So, when you roll the die
I will not play
‘CauseI don’t play games

Am I going to use my voice
Yes, I will
Am I going to make some noise
Yes, I will
By Javon St. John

I won’t be used
I won’t be abused
Do not be confused
Because I’m nobody’s ‘musement

Don’t get it twisted
Don’t get it twisted
I’m not the one
Don’t get it twisted
Don’t get it twisted
You son of a gun

I’m nobody’s fool
I can play it cool
I’m not always cruel
I am a human being
So, when you roll the die
I will not play
‘CauseI don’t play games
House of Cards
Ouch
I got a paper cut
Ouch
I am losing blood
Hypnotize me
Put me to sleep
Like anesthesia

Help me
Lord, help me
I’m falling
I’m falling
I’m falling

Like a house of card
Playing the Jack-of-Spades
Like a house of cards
While I’m losing my days
Like a house of cards
Lord, help me
I am falling
Like a house of cards
I am falling down
I am falling down

Ouch
What’s with all this pain
Ouch
Will it always remain
Make it go away
Don’t let it stay permanently, ay
Don’t make it a memory
Keep it away from me, ay

Sometimes I feel this
Sometimes I feel this suffering
Whenthe universe is
When the universe is torturing

Keep my composure, with no exquser, and soon the tormenting will be over

The Night Still Young
When I was young
A brand new journey has just begun
When I was young, yeah
A brand new life for me has opened up
When I was young, yeah

So are you ready world
‘Cause I am coming out, tonight
Let’s spread the word
As the fire ignites the sky, the sky

Unless the night is young
I can party from 92
Unless the night is young
I’ll still be runnin’ avenues
I can stay up if I wanted to
Unless the night is young
Nobody tells me what to do

As I looked around
I have formed up a brand new crowd
As I’m coming down
Comin’ down with a brand new sound
As I’m coming down, oh yeah

So are you ready world
‘Cause I am coming out, tonight
Let’s spread the word
As the fire ignites the sky, the sky

Before the Sun Goes Down
Every Night
I get a little impatient
Every night
Begin’s the suffocation
When I feel like Jack-In-The-Bx
Trapped, even though it’s not locked

Every time
I hear the birds chirpin’
I rise and shine
To the bright early mornin’
Looking s small

Sometimes
I want to breakout
Break free to breakaway
Before the sun goes down
Before the sun goes down
And everything changes
Sometimes
I feel like Cinderella
Waitin’ for someone to set me free
Before the sun goes down
Before the sun goes down
And changes everything

I’m lyin’ in bed
Waitin’ and waitin’
I’m lyin’ in bed
And my heart’s racing, oh
I feel like a shadow
Over the body I follow, oh yeah

Sometimes
I want to breakout
Break free to breakaway
Before the sun goes down
Before the sun goes down
And everything changes
Sometimes
I feel like Cinderella
Waitin’ for someone to set me free
Before the sun goes down
Before the sun goes down
And changes everything

Get Back
If you’re gonna mess with me
You’re gonna smell my wrath, ay
Smell my wrath, ay
Smell my wrath
If you’re gonna mess with me
You’re gonna smell my wrath
So get back
Yeah get back

You wouldn’t like it when I get mad
Watch out
Watch out
Because I am quick to react
So watch out
I am like a ninja
I’ll hit you with that sneak attack
I’m here to warn ya

Be careful what you say to me
’cause I won’t listen
I won’t listen
What the do you want from me
’cause I ain’t no reason, no

Beware
And be aware when I snap
Get back ’cause

Try Me If You Can

Wanna put me down
Watch me get back up
Show you I’m dangerous

So try me if you can
‘Cause I’ll say somethin’
Like it or not
Try me if you can
I will stop you
From getting what you want

Try to tear me up
Dead or alive
Watch how I break the ice

‘Cause I’m the one
And unstoppable

Irradiate

Tonight
I will shine
So bright
I will come alive

And tonight
They can hate
I’m still going to irradiate

It’s time to come
Out from under
And kill the thunder
And irradiate

Rain, rain go away
Come again another day
‘Cause it’s my time
Yeah, it’s my time to come
Out of isolation, and irradiate

Mother Nature
Is trying to perform
A crazy thunderstorm
So outside the norm

And she is someone who wants to hate
And she can say what she wants to say
Either way, I’mma irradiate

It’s time to come out from under
And kill the thunder
And irradiate

Happy Birthday

Today is priceless
Today is worth it
I deserve it
No matter what the haters say
Today is my birthday

I’m Seizing the day
Happy birthday
And I don’t care what the haters say
Today is my birthday

No one’s bringing me down tonight
This is the best day of my life
Karma can leave me alone
I’m in the zone

Happy, Happy birthday
Happy, Happy birthday
Happy, Happy, Happy birthday to me x2

Beyond The Looking Glass
Lost control
Then fell into a rabbit hole
It was the strangest, weirdest thing I’ve ever experienced
Everything see, so unclear, so unreal
It didn’t made any sense
So I got on my two feet
And then I walked through wonderland
Everything’s so hazy
Which I don’t understand

Why everything so unreal
Ever since I stepped in the mirrorMy life came unclear
It’s crazy how my world turned upside down
Things seems so different beyond the looking glass
Beyond the looking glass
Beyond the looking glass

I’m just like Alice
Lost and confused
I don’t know where to turn
I am so concerned
I don’t know what to do
I’m talking to strangers
Like Tweedledum and Tweedledee
They are the only two creatures who does not listen to mee
So I keep walking
And I look for somebody else
But there’s a cat who keeps stalking
Maybe he can help

Why everything so unreal
Ever since I stepped in the mirrorMy life came unclear
It’s crazy how my world turned upside down
Things seems so different beyond the looking glass
Beyond the looking glass
Beyond the looking glass

… And What Army

You think you can get rid of me
You, and what army

I ain’t going nowhere
I’m always gonna be right here
And if you think you can get rid of me
You, and what army

I’m still standing
No matter what
Respect I’m demanding
No band’s, if’s or but’s

If you think you can get rid of me
Then please tell me
You, and what army
‘Cause what you get is what you see
So don’t even think
You can get rid of me that easily

I am unstoppable
And invincible
So if you think you can get rid of me
You, and what army

I’m still standing
No matter what
Respect I’m demanding
No band’s, if’s or but’s

If you think you can get rid of me
Then please tell me
You, and what army
‘Cause what you get is what you see
So don’t even think
You can get rid of me that easily

Like permanent ink
No matter how hard you try
I’m still standing
So…
So…
So…

If you think you can get rid of me
Then please tell me
You, and what army
‘Cause what you get is what you see
So don’t even think
You can get rid of me that easily

Mayday

Look at them
Pressuring
Telling me
Who am I supposed to be
And I cannot take it
So how can I fake it

All the stress
This and that
When I’m at my best
They hold me back
It is burning me out
Like it’s going down, as I’m yelling…

Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down

Damage happening
A nervous wreck
People being
But never a human being
And I cannot take it
So how can I fake it

When it’s a lot to contain
That will never remain
I got to refrain
Can somebody hear me yelling…

Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down
Mayday, mayday, mayday, mayday
It’s going down

Self-Destruct

Everybody’s waiting for me to self-destruct
Because they feel like I don’t deserve love
This is where I show them up
‘Cause I will not back down
No, I will not back down

Not gon’ give ’em what they want
Not gon’ give ’em what they want
‘Cause all they really want
Is for me to Self-Destruct
Not gon’ give ’em what they want
Not gon’ give ’em what they want
‘Cause all they really want
Is for me to Self-Destruct

Everybody’s trying to get me to Self-Destruct
But I hang in there
Yeah, I hang in there
‘Cause I will not back down
No, I will not back down

So they start me up
Turn me up
Until I’m ready to blow up
Until I
Self-Destruct

Rock Like Nobody’s Watching

They let me in
Like I’m the VIP
The games will begin
Once the records on repeat
Then once I get on the dancefloor
I’ll give the crowd what they are asking for

This how I’ll know I’ll be alright
Because tonight’s feels like it’s my night
Just like it is my birthday
So let me hear you say my name

‘Cause I’m gonna rock, rock
Rock like nobody’s watching
Even the crowd cannot stop me from dancing
‘Cause I’m gonna rock, rock
Rock like nobody’s watching
Like nobody’s watching

Northumberland Weekend

I’m living life
Friday, Saturday night
I’m enjoyin’
I’m enjoyin’
My Northumberland weekend
And it’s the perfect plan
For a Northumberland
Northumberland weekend

It’s a long time
Since it’s been you and I
What a perfect combat
And what a surprise

Now we can start the party
‘Cause I am the only one who can get it started
We’re live in here
Everybody’s so turnt up in here

We be turning it up
On everything we love
Although, nobody’s getting drunk
But we’re having a good time

Now we can start the party
‘Cause I am the only one who can get it started
We’re live in here
Everybody’s so turnt up in here

It was worth it
I deserved it
And I earned it
Like it was perfect

Ring Around the Rosy

Ring around the rosy
Nobody knows me
And they wanna get rowdy
Like an imbecile

Crazy people tryna fool around
Bringing me down
But I show them who’s talking now
Since they wanna be a clown
And that ain’t the it’s going down

People wanna be the fool
To play the game
They wanna be funny
So they mess with me
Like a house of cards
I’m on point
When I’m on guard
They try to roll the dice
When I don’t wanna play

It’s all fun and games
‘Til someone gets hurt
‘Cause when they think they got the nerve
Karma will reverse
Like I’m not even playing
This silly games
I’m not that crazy
As people think

By Javon St. John

It’s such an amazing grace

The sun is smiling at my face

I feel so wide awake

And I am never going back to sleep

I found a light

Inside the darkness

Now I’m much more brighter

Brighter than the morning sun

Wake up

And smell the coffee

Feel that good, good energy

This is where you say

Good morning America

Rise and shine

Soon as I come alive

Wake up

And smell the coffee

Wake up

And smell the coffee

Already feeling restless

So I’mma eat some breakfast

I’m so hungry, I can’t reject it

I need food inside my stomach

Too much insomnia in my body

That makes it harder for me to fall asleep

That’s why I drink some of my caffeine

I’m so on the ball, I cannot sleep