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Donna Hockman (VA) / Photo by Krista Milito / Poetry

Poetry by Donna Hockman

You Are Enough
By Donna Hockman

Never, let others tell you it can’t be done,
Stand tall, do it, don’t run.
Never let others stop you from pursuing your dreams,
You have done so much and know what hard work means.
Never let others put you down,
Dig deep inside the truth of you will be found.
Never let others place value on your worth,
Every day is a blessing on this Earth.
Never let others say you can’t be loved,

Peace
By Donna Hockman

Unanswered questions on why some lives are taken far too soon,
Overwhelmed emotions overrun our life where we have no more room.
Moving through all the stages of grief and going about our day as numb,
Wishing we could fade into the atmosphere smaller than a crumb.
Days turn into nights and we wonder when out pain and suffering will end,
When without warning we wake from darkness and our new day of peace can begin.

Sacrifice
By Donna Hockman

You did your best fighting the enemy,
Sacrificed your life and losing many.
Now you’re left with the scars and memories of the past,
Your country owed you so much and gave nothing, those effects will last.
The pain and suffering you continue to endure,
Not receiving that purple heart even after that tour.
Despite all of that loss seeming so hard to bare,
You have so many that are here for you, love you and will always care.

You are a Fighter!
By Donna Hockman

You have been down this road before,
Fighting the enemy within once more,
Thinking you were over all this and in the clear,
You are a fighter, there is nothing this go round to fear.
Follow the advice of the experts, and you’ll soon be free,
To do as you once have done and go out into the world and see.
That with you still in it you are a blessing to all,
As we know your emotions to all of this still raw.
You are a fighter battling this again,
Cancer is the loser and you my friend still win!

A Cry for Help 
by Donna Hockman
Innocent till proven guilty
So not true, really
Convicted, murder in the first degree
Verdict brought me to my knees
Twelve strangers decided my fate,
Courtesy of lies provided by the state
A week long trial can’t believe how it came about
I was in shock and denial with no way out
I testified for hours
How we met, the abuse and how it all went sour
I found papers stating he was an informant for the FBI
I confronted him, he denied it but I knew it was a lie
At this point our relationship changed
Stalking, threats and beatings, he was deranged
He was so afraid I would tell his friends and family and blow his cover
I told him repeatedly, I’m done! You and I are over
Many times I came home during the day and night
Hiding, waiting in the shadows with his knife
Pulling me by my hair and legs
Taunting me, “You will only leave me in a body bag”
My dog Midnite watched as he invaded my space
She jumped her gate and bit his face
I reached out to the local police
Black eyed, bruised and bloody, didn’t phase them in the least
He was not arrested after he assaulted me on June 21st
Four weeks before the shooting occurred
Before leaving with his mom he laughed and said, “I told you I’m one of them” (pointing to the cop)
Even after I filed a trespass notice his violence and stalking didn’t stop
Tired of living in fear and quickly going down hill
I was losing myself, my mind and my will
So many times I just wanted to die
Telling God, “I’m a good person, but here I am, why?”
His words always running through my mind
“I’ll gut your dogs like deer, I’m going to kill you and the time is near”
Last call answered, “I’ll take it from your beautiful, daughter. How would you like that shit?”
I hung up enraged, cell phone off and screamed, “I’ve had it, that’s it!”
July 24th, arrived and when I turned my phone back on, the threats did too
Going out of my mind, police won’t help, what’s a mom legally to do?
July 25th I should have known he wasn’t done with me yet,
When he said, “Baby I’m going to change, go back to when we first met.”
His eyes black and hollow “I’m going to kill your fucking son and then I’m going to kill you”
I panicked, feared the worst, I didn’t know what to do
I blacked out before I fired that gun
Moments before going through my mind he’s going to kill my son
Each day I wake knowing I saved my son’s life
And I know what I did was within my constitutional right
My loved ones struggle to make sense of it all
Our state ignored the truth and circumvented the law
A slow death in a 10×6 cell
Nothing compares to this living hell
I’ll keep on fighting for truth and justice to set me free
Nothing but facts in one place for all to see!
Donna Hockman 



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