Guilty Until
By Titu$ Bank$
Do I
Have to forever live in the guilt of my past?
Staring at the mirror I can see the pain clearer
The depression the stress sessions
I am in need of some professional suggestions.
These issues, how do I go about addressing?
I was told experience is the best lessons
For the right answer I find myself praying and requesting
Maybe I’m attempting to figure out this message
That holds the answers to a beautiful blessing
So when you find me please remind me
How precious our time will be
Because I only can give you the real me
A Black Man that is no longer guilty
Extraordinary Woman
By Titu$ Bank$
You are a Perfect Painted Picture of Perfection,
your Beauty, your Essence, your Warmth, your Love,
and your Presence.
I understand and know your worth.
You give me the feeling of heaven on earth,
you’re my inspiration and my motivation.
You are truly God’s greatest Creation.
Extraordinary Woman
You have the Beauty of an Angel that is Heaven sent.
The Royal features of a Queen your Beauty is evident.
The mind of a scholar that possesses the power to break
and control the hearts of many Men.
All I ask is you let down those walls and invite me in.
I was told Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
Beautiful Queen crown holder, I could be your King
and soldier.
Maybe I am just a foolish dreamer, but on my journey to
Freedom.
I will be the architect and creator of your Queendom.
Extraordinary Woman
I need you more than ever, because I can achieve
and accomplish more when we’re together.
My situation caused separation,
but through this journey your heart will always be
my destination.
In past times many have witnessed
my imperfections upon my release and resurrection.
You will experience a glimpse of perfection
through my words, my presence, and the knowledge of
my life lessons.
Along with a spiritual connection, as our souls cross
the intersections of Past Reflections.
In a world filled with false images and fantasies,
how can I bring this Extraordinary Woman into my reality?
Past Reflections
By Titu$ Bank$
As a child, I had the qualities of a man,
but I was too young to understand.
With the weight of the world on my back,
as the Sun and the Moon balanced in my hands.
How could this be a part of God’s plan?
Traveling foreign lands still I stand
tall through it all, as I evolve
and resolve past conflicts.
The chains, the whips, and derogatory language
inflicted a pain which hasn’t changed since.
Who’s willing to extend a hand
to my people in our time of need.
And understand our willingness
and desire to live free.
Incomplete me, mislead me, deceive me
go ahead, turn your back on me
and fake like you don’t need me.
Leave me for whatever reason it may be.
Because lately I’ve been feeling crazy
in Love with me, myself, and I.
Divided by Mind, Body, and Soul.
I continue to grow and lead by example
for all those that were once sold.
My black is too Beautiful
and too solid to crack or fold.
No, I will never surrender
and yes, I will always remember
your cold summers and hot winters.
You’re my inspiration, my motiviation,
and my foundation.
This is more than a dedication.
This is a celebration, a form of liberation
lead by prayer and meditation.
That fuels my imagination
while taking love out of the equation.
The separation of Mind, Body, and Soul
which leads to our final destination
and the creator of all creations.
Thorough preparation towards
the road of salvation.
The separation of Man, Woman, and Child.
Witness these transformations
while we remember the cotton fields
and plantations.
I awaken, as if I am levitating
past the fake celebrations, educations, graduations,
and false allegations.
I will never forget the history of this nation
or the combination of hate and racism.
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