Death Watch Journal for Kevin Varga – DAY 20

I have seen the first man on death watch die today. The subdued attitude that one would have thought to be here yesterday is here today in full force. I know what my own thought is but what are the others thinking? For the first time since coming to death row I feel like that was me dying today, maybe because I have a date in a few short days has a lot to do with it. I mean, man… I just cannot write about this today I am sorry for those of you who are reading this. I guess that there will be times in the days to come where I am unable to summon words to express the immensity of this place.