What is time but something none of us are destined to keep forever. We worry too much about what will keep us at a standstill, and not enough about what will help us rise. This type of worrying keeps us at a standstill, preventing us from exploring new adventures, meeting and growing with new friends and family. We worry so much about time, that we end up mixing out on real love, happiness and joy. Worrying about time will cause you to miss out on the laughter, and experiences that life has to offer. What we must come to understand about time, is that it will always be around, no matter what goes on on this earth we live on, or in any other galaxy. Time will always out live us, and it will always win. Period! I am serving a life without parole sentence, and due to my time, people choose not to be involved in my life. Why? My guess is that they don’t want to feel like they are wasting their time on someone whose never getting out. I find that funny, considering that more people who are physically free, are more mentally locked up than myself. Life without parole is just a sentence, not a statement of facts. People give up too easy. I would never get out if I thought like that, and I would have never elevated to the immense level of greatness I have today. So many women and just people in general have come in and out of my life in the 25 plus years I’ve been locked up. Why are we so quick to lose faith?
So yea, people tend to miraculously disappear when they find out how much time I have, like it’s a fucking disease or something. Apparently, time is a very frightening thing to people. Lol. I guess I should be terrified then. I’m in prison serving time, painfully, because I allowed myself to mentally get lost, and it accidentally cost people their lives, and mine as well. What happened on my case was an accident, but I hold myself accountable because I was irresponsible in the decision I made. Get to know me before you throw me. I advise people to get out of their comfort zone, and take a leap of faith, and let time run it’s course, because it will anyway. We tend to wait on something better to come along, when all the while we allow ourselves to miss out on the very person or thing that may make our lives complete, rather we become friends, relationship or just someone you find you can always lean on for understanding and guidance. Why do we beat ourselves worrying about time? Time will always pass us up, understand that. We can live for 300 years, and time will still be ahead of us, and everything living on this earth. So what if you meet someone you come to love and or build with, and they are in prison; embrace that shit. Shit, if you feel so strongly about how much time a person doing you really like, love or desire, then try helping them get out instead of running away from what could be the greatest happiness and smile you ever needed.
And we worry too much about how other folks feel about what we choose to do. I’ve learned the people hate on you for knowing you’ve decided to do what they have not had the courage to do, because people allow their pride and other peoples pride get in their way. Gotta do what your heart wants, and you let your mind follow ya’ll. The greatest obstacles that hold us back from doing what makes us happy, and are content with, be the ones closest to us. There is always someone in our ear trying to give us a reason why we shouldn’t do this or that, knowing it will make you happy to venture out your lil box and experience. Lol. Where them same people at when we down, bout to do something stupid or need aid and assistance. Yea, that’s what I thought. You know I ain’t blowing smoke. This shit based off my own life experiences ya’ll, which is why it is said so thoroughly and real. What kill me, is that as Americans, we always advertising the words HELP and UNITY, yet become so hypocritical of our own shit. Smh. I laugh aloud to keep from crying. Listen! Don’t let what someone going through keep you from what might be the best part of your life. We waste time worrying about time, when instead we should be trying to enjoy what/who time offers. When we all die, time will still be winning. Time itself will never miss out, because it will never die. We will. I would love to build with you, if only to be a shoulder for you to lean on. USE THE TIME*DON’T LOSE IT…
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