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Feelings
By Anthony Pearce

I got feelingz that I’m trying to suppress
I got feelingz that I’m dying to confess
The way I’m feeling is of buying you the best
Cuz you’re a woman worth trying to invest
I haven’t seem you but I quite often imagine
The way you’d look inside my armz it’s like magic
Loving someone that you haven’t even met
The last thing you wanna see them iz upset
Only imagine that you might feel the same
You say you’re married all I hear iz it’s a shame
Don’t wanna ruin something happy but I do
This situationship has got me so confused
I’ll only send this if you say you love me first
So this poem might follow me to the hearse
If we got married I’d still wanna be your best man
Never tell you no Bae, I’ll be your yes man
I hate not telling you the way I really feel
I really feel like this could be the real deal
Feelin like a teenager who found his first love
I wanna share with you the best and worst of
My life, secrets I will never keep em from you
Well I lied I want you to be my girl
Most of all I wanna YELL it to the world
But I go feelingz that I’m trying to suppress
The same feelingz I’ve ben dying to confess
Feelingz

 
 
Pen Pal
By Anthony Pearce
I’m starting to crush but she’s married
Does she feel the same, even just barely
She gives me crazy vibes this is getting scary
We’ve got a connection like Sponge Bob and Gary
She lives faraway. I want to be closer
Her hearts all I’ve wanted, put it on a poster
Since the first letter I’ve felt a connection
All the things she shared, I just gotta mention
Don’t know what she looks like, but it doesn’t matter
Good personality, a true attention grabber
Share the same interests, that’s why she interests me
She doesn’t judge me cuz I’m in the penitentiary
She treats me like I’m a human, not a criminal
Her heart is a treasure, a rare mineral
She can make me smile make me laugh, make me think
We have so much in common, I can’t wait to meet
This is feeling like something straight out of a movie
Shaggy and Scooby Doo would say she’s groovy
Hopes for infidelity, am I an infidel?
Hopefully I’m in the right, don’t wanna go to hell
That’s just how I feel, I cannot help it
Am I cold-hearted, please come and melt it
Just got a return to sender, what the hell is this
Saying it’s a non-existing address
I guess I’m just so lonely, damaged mental health
Now that I found out I’ve been writing myself.
My own pen-pal ….
To be continued.
 
A Female’s Touch
By Anthony Pearce
 
I just need the touch of a female
No type, no lines, no details
Like a child I just really need to be held
Or at least a love letter no email
I been locked up for a while with just men
Foogazy ass dudes Can’t trust them
Rather be around a girl with nothing
At least then I can make an adjustment
I ain’t talking fake love just a real friend
No marriage, not fightin, no children
Someone I can Netflix ‘n’ chill with
Someone it ain’t nothing to split the bill with
Yeah I want sex but that can come later
We done go up “n” down like a dumb waiter
We gone be fucu friends I ain’t gone date her
No relationship the one I had went bad
“N” it won’t make a come back like Sinbad
I juzt want the good life cuz it’s been bad
Old love in the trash time to get glad
Bad bitchez yeah, I already had those
I’m so sick of them they’re like a bad cold
I just want a good girl that has goals
“N” ain’t trynna play games like Hasbro
She the type to pay the sum if I need bail
She’ll hold a G-down send a nigga G-mail
I ain’t talking speed stick but we gel
Cuz she knows I need the touch of a female
 
 
 
 
In Due Time
By Anthony Pearce
 
This is to my nephew
I’ll always protect you
Help you be the best you
Just know God has blessed you 
With the greatest mother
My son’s greatest aunt
You’re so fly you hover
Kingston do your dance
Right now you’re a baby
And we haven’t met
Because your uncle’s crazy
This I must confess 
But with you and my son
I know I can be better
Better father, uncle, brother
This is my endeavor
You’re my second favorite person
Cross my heart I promise
This I know for certain
I’m just being honest
I will never lie to you
Know that I will fight for you
Literally and figuratively
Kingston I would die for you
This is from the heart
Hope that you believe it
Yeah, I know you’re smart
 
But can’t wait til you can read this
 
Love
By Anthony Pearce
 
I want love, but love seems to hate me
I’ve seen her and felt her, and love seems amazing
Keep hearing about love, wish someone would introduce me
Talking about real love and not just a new fling
I’ve felt close to love but she was only teasing
Turned out it was just lust and she’s not quite appeasing
They say love is in the air so I went sky diving
So I can fall in love or at least die trying
Love has made me smile, made me laugh, made me cry
Love is a line, a drug, and I’m fiending for a high
Love is independent, love doesn’t need anyone
But I need love so I try to show love
I would never hide love, I am not ashamed
But love is at bat, I’m playing love’s game
I found love before but I don’t think it was true love
My old crush may be becoming a new love
I’m in a love triangle here, I hope I’m not becoming too square
I’ve been brokenhearted, I hope love can repair
A heart that’s been broken into a million pieces
Love is chemistry and this is my thesis
Love is awesome, hope to become better acquainted
I’ve heard of tainted love but love’s beautiful, ain’t it?
I guess overall, what I’m trying to say
Is if I do find love, I hope she will stay.
 
 

 



Mindless Violence
By Anthony Pearce

I’m so tired of all the mindless violence 
Tired of all the mindless violence 
I’m so tired of all the hardships I see goin’ on 
31 years young, and still goin’ strong
I miss my Mama, I wish she could hear this song
To see her baby do know right from wrong
For her to live that’s one thing I would die for
Because for her I have cried til my eyes sore
11 year olds with guns trynna be a man
Single mothers doin’ all that a woman can
It takes a man to raise a man most these men are boys
Or chose the crime over their seed when they had a choice
Talkin about they love their fam but ain’t ever there
How do I know? Because I’m rappin this up in the mirror
I beat somebody up, caugeht another six years
Over something miniscule, now I’m sitting here
Feeling dumb because I’m missing my son
S’posed to be a father but it’s still undone 


Truth Serum
By Anthony Pearce

I wanna be the rapper in the Forbes list articles
Trippin on no hata they just miniscule, particles
Lyrics like bullets got an infinite arsenal
Fadin these rappers, I aint talkin bout barbarol
Barbara Walters, Baby girl I need an interview
Tell you bout the things that I’ve done “n” I’m finna do
Chain down this dream finish line I’ll be sprintin through
Love my Dianas, Kadilynns and Kimisus
Call that a sister act
They’ve been down since Similac
Always had my back since the days we would piggyback
And that on my mama’s grave
I will never tolerate a nigga dissin them with his life he will compensate
Because I’ve been the black sheep
Wish there was a vaccine 
Wish they’d yell cut and tell me it’s a bad dream
I’m trippin but no bad knee
Wish I could go back and change everything but that seems 
So hypocritical 
Know what I did or didn’t do
Time is of the essence so let me take a minute to 
Tell you I apologize when I look in the mirror 
Cuz letting you down is my ultimate biggest fear
Truth serum

 


Marvel
By Anthony Pearce

I’m a marvel, I’ll sweep you off your feet like the Hulk
Like Spiderman I sense you when you’re close
I’ll be your Captain America, you can be my flag
I’ll be your Black Panther, you can be my Jag
It’s love at first sight, just call me Hawkeye
Our love’s on Stan Lee, but it will not die
Our love will always heal like wolverine
And will become stronger than even Thing
I was like Iceman, but you turned my flame on
I’ll be your Thor I’ll throw my cape on
I’m like Cyclops; I only got eyes for you
Be my Jean Grey, Baby, and I’ll die for you
I stay with that tree like Rocky Raccoon
Anybody hurt you, I’ll turn into Dr. Doom
I stay suited up like Iron Man
You’re a super model and I’m a fan
With you I’m so fly I feel like Star Lord
So Baby, please, come be my Captain Marvel

 
 
Lonely
By Anthony Pearce
 
Sittin in this cell, not receiving any mail I try to be indifferent 
and tell myself “oh well”
But to be totally honest I get lonely as hell
No celly to talk to, should I talk to my cell?
Staring at the pictures that I got on the wall
Actresses and modelz who can’t speak at all
Every day a disappointment when they do mail call
A few subscriptions gave permission but my heart’s still raw
I wish I had a friend to write about my day
Someone who’ll let me know why I’m feeling this way
Send happy faces and hearts telling me it’s okay
I feel empty like a dictionary with no letters
I wish I could get an A. I hope you feel better
Imagine havin 4 sisters and none of them write
But still loving them with all of your might
It’s like being on an island, Caymen or Coney
All by myself my only friend is Mr. Lonely


My May Poem
By Anthony Pearce

Love is just a fantasy,
A fantasy a dream,
A dream is your imagination,
So which is the real thing?


Panoramic View
 By Anthony Pearce  

Panoramic view, but still I can’t see you
You say that you love me, I want to believe you
It’s like finding Waldo but isn’t as easy
Thoughts of you leaving tend to leave me queasy
You are the “bestest” don’t care ‘bout the “restest
Without you can’t breathe, like attacked by asbestos
Want you as my wife, so that means for life
This isn’t an act, no action camera lights
So I turn around complete panoramic
But still you’re not there, am I being dramatic
I hear you whispering like the fade of a dream
Baby where are you, please come back to me
I tried the panoramic and you weren’t there
Then I look up and my angel’s in the air

 


Never 
By Anthony Pearce

I ain’t never met a girl like you
Who can make me feel the way you do

Girl you know that I adore you
When you leave my mind you soar through
Girl you know I would die for you
Bae, without you I’m scared and alone
But with you I’m king of the throne
I’ll put down the guns and drugs for you Bae
But I need to know that you’re never gonna leave me
I need you close and I hope that you believe

I ain’t never met a girl like you
Who can make me feel the way you do

Never met a girl like you
Who makes me feel so brand new like you’re part of the crew
Bae, girl without you I’m blue
Sick like I go the flu, want no other girl but you
Bae without you what would I do?
Boo I don’t got a clue
Shaggy no Scooby Doo
(Ooo ooo) bae Girl without you I lose
I’ll cross the finish line with you
It’s forever me and you
So I need to know you’re never gonna leave me
I need you close and I hope that you believe

I ain’t never met a girl like you

Who can make me feel the way you do

 


Blue Mist 2/Dream Girl
By Anthony Pearce

It’s miraculous, the fact of it, is I wanna love you
You’re immaculate, so fabulous, put no one above you
Would be tragic if you had to get away from me because you
Are my everything, my everything, can’t get enough of you
You’re the world to me, matter fact, you are the galaxy
The type of girl I thought could  only be in my fantasy
I want you in my life, but even more baby I need your
Hugs and kisses xoxo plus caress and squeeze you
I smile at the thought of you, wish there were alot of you
So I would never be alone, baby all I want is you
But once again, I wake up and the essence of you fades

Through the blue mist once again my dream girl has gotten away

 


Kisses

By Anthony Pearce
 
Kisses are the things that make us better when we’re hurt
Kisses are the things that we evision when we flirt
Kisses what I give you after I’ve been such a jerk
Kisses make you feel special and kisses show your worth
Kiss you a million times and still I’d want to kiss you more
I wanna kiss ya when I miss ya boo what else are kisses for?
Kiss you a  on the forehead of a child make them giggle
Kisses from a grandma tend to leave a little spittle
Kisses make our blood flow make us blush when unexpected
Kisses are my favorite way of showing you affection
Kiss me when you want baby no need to ask permission
Because I love you, but even more baby I love your kisses 
 
 
Blue Mist
By Anthony Pearce
 
Waiting on loves first true kiss, picking petals off a flower, 
she loves me, she loves me not, will she love me in an hour, 
Praying for love, have I prayed wrong? Because it’s starting to sound like the same old song
feels as if I’m losing my sanity,  
Love seems more and more like a fantasy,
Is love just a word or reality?
Everyday it seems more of a fallacy,
Looking for my Aeriell, Bell or Jazmine,
Even a Fiona to free from the Dragon,
I’m your Prince Charming with the first kiss,
Love’s the only thing on my Christmas list, 
Only see you in my peripheral,
Sometimes it feels like you are right there.
Until I wake up to this nightmare,
Waking up in this cell feeling clueless, staring out my window through the “Blue Mist.”
 

Anthony Pearce

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